What am I like?

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A January without posts

A dear friend made me remember it has been some time since I last published a post. Maybe I'll post new ones! Thank you dear friend!

Stepping out of something

Winter came. A man is walking. He is feeling cold. So, he wraps himself in his coat. Seeing this, the wind plays with the poor man by blowing a breeze. The man feels colder so he grips his coat, holds it tight. But the wind wants to play and blows harder. Again, man repeats what he did before and hold his coat even tighter. The game goes on...
Is there a solution?

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Yes, but the solution is not with the man neither with the wind. The key is in the hand of the Sun. The Sun should shine brighter and warmer. Then, the man will let go of his coat and the wind will stop blowing.

Sweet smell

Oh God! What have I done?
Everything smells like the sweetest perfume
Feels like moments I wanted to recall
For all my life
Even maybe for an eternity
Is this some part of me I have found
I guess the Sun
Was what I was missing
I am flowing
Maybe drifting away
Like a drop into the river of time
Oh why am I here?
Or what shall become of me?
These, I do not know
The world is painted human
The majesty of passing seconds
Like musical notes
Rehearsing the grand symphony of life

Not like this.

I guess I've published too many sad posts. Well, I'm not like that. Yes, when I'm sad, it's deep and cold but I am happy in like 80% of the time and just normal in another 10%. I think there's a reason why there are many sad posts and that's because I get more talkative when I'm sad. I mean I very much like to speak with people about the sources of my sadness. It helps me heal faster.
But for now, I 'm happy! Maybe very happy ;-) I've seen somebody very interesting yesterday. Somebody I felt similar to. Somebody of my kind, my language. It's good to feel at home.

More

If you come along,
You'll see more;
If you believe,
You'll become more;
If you say what's in your heart,
You'll know more!

116!

I got1 116 score on TOEFL iBT (reading: 30/30, listening: 29/30, speaking: 27/30 and writing: 30/30). I guess I should be happy, but I'm not much so. I think numbers happen, what matters are humans and that cannot be quantified. I also think I got a low score for speaking part. If my writing and reading abilities rate like 30, my speaking is 30 too! Although this is not much like me at all, I was a little bit over-stressed when taking the test.